INTRODUCTION

I have decided to journal my life sorta...

I am a military wife...that is a story in and of itself. I will say little at this point other than it has been challenging.

I am a mother, this too is a story in and of itself. I have two wonderful boys. They are gifts in my life. By far the best job I have ever been gifted.

I am me sorta. I guess I got lost somewhere in all of the transitions in my life. I am on the prowl to find out who I really am. Have I ever really known?

I am educated. This has been a blessing and a curse up to this point in my life. What happened to the pay off? I am emotionally, financially and physically trashed.

I have become dependent..but I am torn..is that such a negative thing? Do I have the ability to be independent? Do I want it?

I am going to begin another new journey in my life...another chapter...this time, maybe it will really be for me. I am choosing to open another door, it is a secret door that has never been opened before. It scares me to think what could become of me. Will it be someone that I like, that I can appreciate, that I can respect and stand tall with. Only time will tell.

Welcome to my journey!