It has been a rough week. Yes he's going no he's not...yeah the life of a military wife..I don't think it ever gets easier..you find yourself wishing time away..then there is a sense of sadness for the loss of that same time you so desperately wanted to go by..you measure your life in deployments and visits with the children.
I am a renter..yes, a renter...again. I have had nothing but stress. Renting is supposed to allow me to be free of house issues right? WRONG! I only wish I were back in my own house.
I am looking forward to some freedoms I have never experienced this next week. I have a plan..my concern for myself is can I execute it? I am not always the best at following through. I can get sidetracked with other mindless projects. I am such a giver.
I have discovered that I have a tough exterior but ultimately a soft interior. This is not always effective. It is the push, pull that can affect change. I have hardened to people on my life journey.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
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